'Mosquitoes' by Jennifer Juneau
the heat brought them in and each night they filled
their bodies with our blood. i woke you to kill them—your
palm, still
asleep but with masculine effort and—smack!
our blood
splattered on the wall in little red specks. i woke
you easily
at 2 a.m. or 3 a.m. to snuff them out, buzzing above
our heads. i woke you because i can. after 10 years
of marriage and a kid
i can do anything. i can complain incessantly about
the sun rising and setting.
after 10 years of marriage, a wife’s got a
right, even if the mosquitoes never buzzed
and my insomnia woke you for the company. because
leaving you would mean
digging deep into the pockets of your blue business
suit. besides, you’d miss me,
wouldn’t you?—a lovesick fool tap-dancing
in Bally, while i do your laundry
and stitch the seams. i can wake you every night
out of your corporate dreams
as long as i have the power to open and close my
legs like a pair of scissors,
as long as the precious flesh that i eased from between
my legs is yours.
because leaving would mean taking a piece of your
body away.
my father told me ‘it’s a man’s
world’ when i was just thirteen.
that’s why i can wake you every night if i
wanted to. even if
the mosquitoes never buzzed. even if it’s as
simple as that.
Jennifer Juneau: Jennifer Juneau's poems
and fiction have appeared or are forthcoming in 'The
Seattle Review,' 'Poery International,' 'One Trick
Pony,' 'Diner,'
'Beginnings' and 'Writers' Journal.' She lives in
Zurich, Switzerland.
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